i am weak and you are my medicine
Monday, September 3, 2007 // 2:21 PM
MUSIC: So Much Love - The Rocket Summer
MOOD: ecstatic
Long time no update. I miss this thingy. I haven't update in ages. And yeah my page is so ugly. I know. I haven't change my layout in ages. Well I have been looking for a good site header which is so difficult. Cause i don't have photoshop right now. Poor me.Idk if it is a band header or just a random header cause it is hard to find. Well if it is a band header, it would be probably Boys Like Girls or Paramore. Hmm i've been thinking of making a umm Audrey and Hanna Beth. Gaaah so much thoughts running through my brain but so little time.
So how are you everyone? Well me i am definitely good. And yeah i have been obsessed with Boys Like Girls lately. Wohoo! Well I don't know what they did to me these days. Well i must admit they are really good. Well everyone knows that they are hell good. Bahaha they are getting more and more famous each day. Don't ya think? Their fanbase is growing all over the world. Right now they are in Japan oh yeah. Which reminds me of how pissed i am cause i can't go when it is my chance to see them.

Well that picture pwns so badly which makes me think *coughs*aretheydatingorwhat?*coughs*. Well if that was true then i would be so happy. I would support them like whoa.
Ok i am running of words to say. I'll try to update more often. And oh i am going to see Fall Out Boy on the 21st wohoo.
Boo yeah. I am trying to work with the lays right now.
temporary madness
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 // 3:12 PM
MUSIc: The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
MOOD: apathetic
Long time no post. I am really sorry. I am not doing pretty well with blogging.
I am glad that summer is actually ending. No more warm weather. Thank God. School is about to start. That terribly suck. At least I won't be stuck here doing nothing. And what's good about it is
allowance. Yay!
Next week is my 19th birthday. No way. I am getting older. Can I just be 18 forever? I am not expecting anything. I just want to be happy on that day. Someone entertain me on my birthday.
Friday, May 18, 2007 // 11:47 AM
MUSIC: Boston - Augustana
MOOD: swinging

Wee I got a new fansign from Ellie. I love you so much Ellie. Idk what will I do without her. Gawd her hair is pretty awesome ILY.
i'm sorry. i miss you.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 // 2:44 PM
MUSIC: Vampire Social Club - Chicosci
MOOD: bored
Long time no update. Well I haven't been on a couple of days. Too much happening and it kills me. I would be turning 19 in less than a month and it is not fun at all. I wish I could go back to the time when i have everything.
Summer is already ending. Thank you very much. Thge vacation is not really of a help. Actually it ruined everything. It seems everything I worked hard for seems to go away and i feel nobody wants me anymore. Everything we had before were just in the past now. Like I don't matter at all. I don't want to think that way but it just crash my heart to know that I am alone again.
I wish I could still feel the same thing i felt before.
worthless. hopeless. sick.
Saturday, April 21, 2007 // 1:19 PM
MUSIC: Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5
MOOD: bouncy
I got TAI;s number the other day. I ried to call. And guess what. I was quite successful. I was able to connect. Bahaha! But his voicemail box is still full. Dang it. William pick up the damn phone and empty all the messages for god's sake.
Well well I'm still up to recovering my old account in myspace. But geez i was not quite successful at it. I have changed my password a gazillion times already. I am going to kill someone right now.
hang on a rope or bated breath
Thursday, April 19, 2007 // 12:49 PM
MUSIC: Hot - Avril Lavigne
MOOD: pissed
It's been a week since Brendon's birthday. Is this a wrong post? Well I'm still into it. Weird. i did ate strawberries on his birthday. I hope he loves strawberries as well. What I've realized the whole weeks is that I can't seem to hate him. Idk why. It's not that I really hate h im. There is something that i don't really like about him this past months. I have said and thought of things against him. And i never regret it. And i am willing to say it straight to his face cause i believe it's the truth. But damn his birthday made me realize that he is such a hero to me.
Damn it is so hot in here. 36 degrees Celsius. We totally need an airconditioner.
Where the hell did my visitors go? *sobs*
I am so pissed. I was really hacked this time around. No way. I was forced to make a new account on myspace. Aargh! I hate those hackers. Please someone kill them. So do me a favor and add me up. And please do leave me comments, picture comments, etc.
attention
Thursday, April 12, 2007 // 3:32 PM
MUSIC: Five Minutes To Midnight - Boys Like Girls
MOOD: bored
umm I am soo bored. And i can't think of anything to write.
All I want to say is Happy Birthday Brendon!!!! <3