she was once a dollface

i am weak and you are my medicine

2007-09-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: So Much Love - The Rocket Summer
MOOD: ecstatic

Long time no update. I miss this thingy. I haven't update in ages. And yeah my page is so ugly. I know. I haven't change my layout in ages. Well I have been looking for a good site header which is so difficult. Cause i don't have photoshop right now. Poor me.Idk if it is a band header or just a random header cause it is hard to find. Well if it is a band header, it would be probably Boys Like Girls or Paramore. Hmm i've been thinking of making a umm Audrey and Hanna Beth. Gaaah so much thoughts running through my brain but so little time.

So how are you everyone? Well me i am definitely good. And yeah i have been obsessed with Boys Like Girls lately. Wohoo! Well I don't know what they did to me these days. Well i must admit they are really good. Well everyone knows that they are hell good. Bahaha they are getting more and more famous each day. Don't ya think? Their fanbase is growing all over the world. Right now they are in Japan oh yeah. Which reminds me of how pissed i am cause i can't go when it is my chance to see them.

Well that picture pwns so badly which makes me think *coughs*aretheydatingorwhat?*coughs*. Well if that was true then i would be so happy. I would support them like whoa.

Ok i am running of words to say. I'll try to update more often. And oh i am going to see Fall Out Boy on the 21st wohoo.

Boo yeah. I am trying to work with the lays right now.

temporary madness

2007-05-29T15:12:00.000+08:00

MUSIc: The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
MOOD: apathetic

Long time no post. I am really sorry. I am not doing pretty well with blogging.

I am glad that summer is actually ending. No more warm weather. Thank God. School is about to start. That terribly suck. At least I won't be stuck here doing nothing. And what's good about it is allowance. Yay!

Next week is my 19th birthday. No way. I am getting older. Can I just be 18 forever? I am not expecting anything. I just want to be happy on that day. Someone entertain me on my birthday.

2007-05-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: Boston - Augustana
MOOD: swinging

Wee I got a new fansign from Ellie. I love you so much Ellie. Idk what will I do without her. Gawd her hair is pretty awesome ILY.

i'm sorry. i miss you.

2007-05-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: Vampire Social Club - Chicosci
MOOD: bored

Long time no update. Well I haven't been on a couple of days. Too much happening and it kills me. I would be turning 19 in less than a month and it is not fun at all. I wish I could go back to the time when i have everything.

Summer is already ending. Thank you very much. Thge vacation is not really of a help. Actually it ruined everything. It seems everything I worked hard for seems to go away and i feel nobody wants me anymore. Everything we had before were just in the past now. Like I don't matter at all. I don't want to think that way but it just crash my heart to know that I am alone again.

I wish I could still feel the same thing i felt before.

worthless. hopeless. sick.

2007-04-21T13:19:00.001+08:00

MUSIC: Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5
MOOD: bouncy

I got TAI;s number the other day. I ried to call. And guess what. I was quite successful. I was able to connect. Bahaha! But his voicemail box is still full. Dang it. William pick up the damn phone and empty all the messages for god's sake.

Well well I'm still up to recovering my old account in myspace. But geez i was not quite successful at it. I have changed my password a gazillion times already. I am going to kill someone right now.

hang on a rope or bated breath

2007-04-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: Hot - Avril Lavigne
MOOD: pissed

It's been a week since Brendon's birthday. Is this a wrong post? Well I'm still into it. Weird. i did ate strawberries on his birthday. I hope he loves strawberries as well. What I've realized the whole weeks is that I can't seem to hate him. Idk why. It's not that I really hate h im. There is something that i don't really like about him this past months. I have said and thought of things against him. And i never regret it. And i am willing to say it straight to his face cause i believe it's the truth. But damn his birthday made me realize that he is such a hero to me.

Damn it is so hot in here. 36 degrees Celsius. We totally need an airconditioner.

Where the hell did my visitors go? *sobs*

I am so pissed. I was really hacked this time around. No way. I was forced to make a new account on myspace. Aargh! I hate those hackers. Please someone kill them. So do me a favor and add me up. And please do leave me comments, picture comments, etc.

attention

2007-04-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: Five Minutes To Midnight - Boys Like Girls
MOOD: bored

umm I am soo bored. And i can't think of anything to write.
All I want to say is Happy Birthday Brendon!!!! <3

teenagers scare the living shit out of me

2007-04-10T11:13:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: What I've Done - Linkin Park
MOOD: bored

I wasn't able to update for a few days. Goddamn it. I tried to update last Saturda since I am not talking to anyone on MSN. But dang it, the computer is so slow.

So what's new with me?
I'm broke.
I do love Boys Like Girls these days.
New myspace profile pic. Please comment.
I created a new LJ account.
And dang LD is dead. Noooooooooo.

So basically my life is boring, sorry life can never be interesting during these days.

Look I saw this on ellie's myspace and oh haha i love it cause i am in it.

stomp out this disaster town

2007-04-03T10:55:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: Born For This - Paramore
MOOD: ecstatic

Official camwhoring day. Yeah you heard it right. It's time to camwhore again. well Well. And I did fansigns for everyone. 9 signs all in all. I made signs for Alexia, Tina, Arni, Ellie, Kacey, Karla, Casey, Cyndi and Marce. Gawd! I am so good at this. And this is what Alexia made me.

Gee she made me a sign. Look at her. She is so pretty. She looked good with straight hair.

I felt relieved that I passed all my subjects for this semester. I still can't believe it. I totally love myself. Now i would be able to enjoy summer vacation. One problem is I need to have a job but I am feeling lazy working. But I need money so badly cause I need to buy lots of stuffs.

don't call me a crash for nothing

2007-04-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

MUSIC: Make Damn Sure - Taking Back Sunday
MOOD: nervous

Long time no update.

I am taking this opportunity to greet my awesome friend Cyndi a happy birthdat. How old was she anyway? I just hope she is happy today cause i simply love her.

The Academy Is has a brand newalbum. OMG! Santi. Nat told me it's awesome. Of course it's from TAI. I just feel happy that they have a new one.

Today was clearance day *insert here the dreary song*. I am so nervous. How could I not be?It's my summer vacation which is at risk. And i don't want any failing grades this semester. It would make me feel so bad.

Good news: I got a new puppy. It is so cute and lovable.
Bad news: I still haven't got her a name.

fake hearts

2007-03-28T15:42:00.000+08:00

[Victims of Love - Good Charlotte]

Random day. classifying tests = boo. I miss the net. I need to camwhore next time. I need more love for myself. I need to do signs for special people in the world.

Camwhoring on a Saturday night. Not really since it is a Sunday and mwahaha Tina spammed my myspace for that. I love you for that tinaface. Gawd i feel so bored. and reading stuffs over my tagboard made my day. i just wish i have lots of visitors to come haha. cause i love visitors and i love spams.

ice cream anyone?

2007-03-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

[Lyrical Lies - Cute Is What We Aim For

Finally end of the school year for me. yay! I would be able to get to rest. OMG! I love this. I will kind of miss my classmates because they have been very good to me. Except those backstabbers. They scare me off.

How was the week? Stressful. I am suffering from information overload and this is bad.

Accounting, gah i hate it when we have test in that subject. Our professor is like a bitch all the time. Sociology spreading more love as always. Cause we simply love our professor. Computer totally sucks. I can't do flowcharting for God's sake. Calculus yay thank God it is not that difficult. Literature haha we got the answers before the test was given. To be simple it was leaked. Oh lucky us. Speech i got nervous.

And for today i felt really terrible cause i wasn't ready. I wasn't able to review everything that I need to study. Imagine reading 9 chapters of your book. That was quite impossible. It would take a miracle for someone to finish that shit. So to end it all up i really got a hard time answering it cause i hate reviewing those fucking concepts cause that is just horrible.

hell yeah i'm the motherfucking princess

2007-03-14T15:31:00.000+08:00

[Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne]

That song is sooo radtastic everrrrrr. I am starting to like her again. Bahaha! Idk why? But yeah I think she is soo pretty in that vid. Hmm *stalks Avril again* I can't wait for her cd to be out. Weee it's only a month away from everything awesome.

Oh well. My Chemical Romance made my day last night. Wicked. Tee hee. MCR's lj community is the shit. I got the video wohoo! And I am gonna upload it on my multiply. Gawd I am overloading my page with videos woot! woot! I am gonna put it in here too cause I love my bloggy soo much. And I am doing the codes for the layout. Sorry if it is taking too long. Blame my poor knowledge in css and html. I am such a noob.

But yeah last night's performance was the bomb. Gee Gerard *heartattack* he is sooo awesome. He is really a great performer. Aaah he is sooo my hero. Mikey i was like wtf is with the hair. He is getting really hot these days. Mwahahaha! I love the transformation. And Frank woot! woot! the hair ftw.

Done with my rambling. *runs*

best convo everrrrrrrrr

2007-03-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : hey
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: hi
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha you like pornomime?
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: uh huh
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: that crazy thingy haha drive me nuts
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: spencer woot! woot!
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha that film clip is so odd.
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: oh yeah
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: it is not what i expected
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : yeah I agree
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: i am expecting a much dirtier videp mwahahaha
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha same
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : I was hoping ryden
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: you are reading my mind
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: massive ryden action
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha pretty much
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : that would have been very ftw
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: haha
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: and spence & jon were doing idk
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: but yeah i want a massive ryden action woot! woot!
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha nice
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : whooo at ryden
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: that would win vid of the year
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : it would
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: but i doubt it cause fersher it would be banned on mtv
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha, it wasnt as vulgar as ryan made it out to be
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : that suckd
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : *sucked
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: if that would be the video that would be my fave vid ever next to miss murder
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: XD
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: massive ryden action with ry's sex hurrrrrrr
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : oooooh
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : that would be awesome
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : oh add pete in there as well
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: and jack marinnnnnnnnnn
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: and becket
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : ooh yes
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: and andrew omg!!!!!!!!
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : hmm and Gabe
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: and shaant
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : yes
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : and Oli Skyes
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : cause he's just hot
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : oh and Sonny Moore
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: oh yeah i know oli but don't know from which band he is or if he is in a band
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : he is from a band
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: and also matt good, way brothers, and frank iero
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : a screaming band
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : its all gah
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : ooh yes
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: what band is he in?
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : Bring Me The Horizen
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: ooh i heard it before
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: haha and he is sooo hot
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: god a party full of hot boys
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : that would be pornomime the BEST one ever
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : apart from the mime part
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: haha!
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: yeah right
Julienne Catastrophe [PORNOMIME FTW]: i am so gonna save that conversation mwahahaha
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : haha put it on your myspace
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : under
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : BEST CONVO EVER
Talie-Maree It takes alot of money to look this cheap : cause we're just that cool

this is not hollywood

2007-03-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

[Golden - Fall Out Boy]

Aww new video of My Chemical Romance. God I love it. Black & White ftw! I uploaded it in my multiply and I am posting it here. I love myself. I just don't know how to rip it in my computer. Aah silly me. I am loving MCR more and more.

So yeah today was not that fun. We have lots of stuffs that we did. Yeah not really fun. I hate it. But yeah it's all done.

I talked with Ellie a while ago. It was fun woot! woot!

Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
but lets not be mean, no matter how mean they are
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:

Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
Jon Walker would not approve.
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
but eyah they are soooomean
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
and i don't wnt j-walk to be mad or something
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
Haha, I said it like Jon was watching us
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
maybe he is...
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
like a god
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
yeah...
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
little songs made about Jon
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
'Jon I lift your name on flipflops'
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
XD
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
'Jon I love to sing your basses'
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
XD
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
I'm making a Jon religion now
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
oh
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
jon is a cult
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
Hahah
Me__ Iwantsomeoneprovocativeandtalkative says:
Jon-aninty
Julienne [i'm fighting urges to fall again yet i stumble] says:
ooh

Jon is a god. and Ellie made my dream come true. A catfight on her fanfic mwahahaha.

Title: Need For Improvement
Author: Ellie
Main: No point of view
Rating: PG 13+ a bit of a swearing
Chapter: Little Intermission here for Julienne
Notes: GUYS, I WAS HALF WAY THROUGH WRITTING A TINY LITTLE THING FOR JULIENNE, AND DECIDED TO POST IT AS INTERMISSION. THIS IS NOT WHAT HAPPENS, THIS IS FOR JULIENNE AND ANY ONE ELSE. I'LL POST THE REAL CHAPTER SOON.
Dedication: JULIENNE, JEAN, ARNI AND ELLIE- THE J-STALKERS and all my readers <3>

the damage is too severe no one can fix it

2007-03-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

[Thunder - Boys Like Girls]

Their backstabbing days are over. They messed with the wrong girl at the wrong time. Now I found the confidence to write about everything I've felt since June 2006. Well for the moment I am trying to control my anger, I thought I was the only one who felt it. But yesterday proved me wrong and found out that everyone wants her to get killed. And when I say killed I really mean it.

As I know, she is a motherfucking bitch who think she is too pretty to be hip. But no she is not. Darn it. How come she got friends. Oh well her friends are so stupid to hang out with her. I pity those people. Bunch of narrow-minded losers. And she lives by backstabbing everyone that she knows. What a judgmental bitch. And yeah she loves embarassing people in front of everyone. What a shame.

I even remember once during a presentation. I can't help but laugh because she is trying to be pretty haha. omg! And she felt pretty. Did she even have a mirror in their house cause her face is soooooooo ugly. I fucking hate her and the rest of her team.

to sum it all up I fucking hate her. I want her to get killed. Yeah I want it to happen cause she is soo bad news. Hmm I am thinking of backstabbing her my style.

Build 'PORNO' Then We'll 'MIME'

2007-03-06T09:09:00.000+08:00

[Not Capable Of Love - The Ataris]

Damn myspace. Damn LD. I can't log in. I don't know what happened. it is being a bitch. Poor me. And yay now i am on. I am soo happy. Few days left for school Not being happy with it. Especially now that I am getting confused of what course i want to pursue.

Hmm what has happened this past days. Umm nothing. Except I am tired. I know I am so stupid that I haven't done my own layout in here but i promise I would do my own next.

Finally I saw the video for Build God Then We'll Talk. Haha! Lolol. God I can't believe I can't say anything right at this time. sorry people.

snap back

2007-03-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

[listening to the sound of the banging keyboard]

How are you everyone? It's me Julienne and I am back with the blogger swing of things. I haven't use this for sooo long. I am so stupid to stop using blogger for sooo long. I am sooo much of an idiot ya know. Cause i am.

So how was everyone? Me I am good. LD forum is making me happy these days. No doubt about it. And now that school is about to end aaw i feel sad but at the same time happy. How was that possible. I don't know. I am being weird again.

Umm so yeah i am having a major dilemma. It is regarding our major thingy. Until now i haven't decided what i will be taking next school year. I am getting really confuse with things.

Till then. I hope i would be able to sort things out this weekend.

Sorry for the crappy first post.